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Gloomy Nights

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Eld thoughts grew in my gloomy nights.

Lucent moon twinkling stars arrant me to blithe. 

Those cold nights, teasing my sleep, blowing my sleep. 

Depite everything, my pain, tolerance without letting myself cry. 

Like on one's own mountain, like demure star. 



My heart was drowning like a garden withered moppet in solitude. 

I forgot my hilarity like aves fox_ pass the duleded parterre. 

I lay in bed at night and wonder why am i here. 

Didn't know am i alive, couldn't say my heartless pain. 



I still remember how did i lose out 

my happiness. 

I was or was the shining moon, happiness also gone moon also faded. 

I know the day when hilarity used to be my treasure. 

Nothing remains, i shed my every happiness like leaves. 

I felt like my heart dies a slow death. 

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