Monday, July 26, 2021

STILL WAITING


I climb the darkness of the sky,
Where all is dark, where all is bright.
I met her scowl, her deep blue eyes,
And melted in their quiet fire.

That smile, the one that won my heart,
An innocent heart full of love,
Was like a flame within the dark,
A light I could not turn away.

The big day came—a blue moon night,
A strange deceit of sympathy.
The plangent voice of troubled hearts
Cried softly, “Bid me now adieu.”

Your silent absence is black night,
My eyes still search for crimson day.
I long for morning, bright and warm,
But night keeps falling over me.

And I am sorry—I could not
Suffer the painful odium.
I could not bear the wound again;
Yet still I dream with waking eyes.

My life is blurred; I know not what
The road beyond tomorrow holds.
My understanding fades away,
And prudence fails before my heart.

I still remember those old days,
When you would come and speak to me.
I hide within the clouds like moon,
Still hiding, waiting, waiting still.

I wait beneath the silent sky,
I wait for what I cannot name.
The darkness hides me from the light,
Yet still I wait, and still I dream.

Thursday, July 15, 2021

A LOST BALL IN WEEDS

 



"Look at the mystery of the streets, thoughts of isolation. 

I'm buried in the courtyard of segregation".

" Oh! The orange blush of heart-catching sun

What do i know of thou. I'm decorated with imitation".



"Thy dear steps which were here yore__now in neck of woods. 

Oh! You bound me in the distress, dreams were shattered".

"It's been a blue moon, I'm still drowning in emotions. 

Sitting on catrenary, a watched pot never boils".



"As long as I'm waiting. I'm outside half, salt in my wounds. 

I'm usually leaning towards lea, running down a lot of dolour".

"Every moment i cried for a cruel sense in bad thoughts.

Even more hopes were wasted in the parts,fabricated not at all".






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Thursday, July 01, 2021

IN A STATE OF DECEIT




"The sweep of mind, i got shocked for a moment. 

I'm shaken with anxiety, hallucination, my branches broke down. "


"Beneath the blue sky, upon the golden earth. 

Thy dear steps, there'll surely a voice of dearth. "


"Beyond envious thoughts, i need a cordial courage. 

I'm ere in the terrace, and crow is calling. "


"Thy door steps, i found the oceans of same depths i drowned. 

I found yore, and lost the thing i never found. "


"I'm looking to skies, my hopes are rain. 

It will finally come across my line, endure my pain."



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